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| Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 | | 3:27 pm |
We've been together about 3 months. And I'm in love in a way I haven't been for a long time. It's supposed to be bad luck for me to post this on LJ, lol.. but that's because usually I'm trying to convince myself and others of something. This time, I don't care. I'm just happy. We don't even have that much of a physical relationship. Which is SO out of the ordinary for me. but it's refreshing. I'm not going to type more.. hmm, Cory <3 Time for work/. | | Monday, May 29th, 2006 | | 3:55 pm |
RIP Junior You always knew. | | Wednesday, May 17th, 2006 | | 3:22 pm |
i'm never taking someone in again. and i never want to watch someone slit their wrists again. | | Thursday, May 11th, 2006 | | 4:40 pm |
an update? why not?
So, Emily has been staying with me.. for a few weeks. I'll be getting an apartment within the next three months.. I could blab about my relationship with Cory, but we all know how much I jinx myself on livejournal. So I will just say, things are pretty good. We just don't get to see eachother much because I'm always working, and he's always pretty busy too. Him being younger makes things a little hard.. but he has a lot of life experience so I think for the most part it's ok. I was trying to quit drinking.. but that didn't last. I've definently learned moderation though. Spent the night with Jonathon the other day, gosh I love him to bits and pieces. I worry about him a lot though.. and I know things would be different between us if it wasn't for the shit he puts himself in.. but I won't go there. Definently shouldn't go there. Well, it's time to get ready and go to Dennys, cause that's what we do. Everyone. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: "Downtown" by Pudding Attack | | Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 | | 5:36 am |
tonights the night
Tonight involved: failed robbery/heist getting pulled over my friend getting arrested a fire in the living room 150 smashed liqour bottles smashed tv smahed tables oh and so much more.. this one goes down in the books. 4/26/06 check it myspace.com/ericsapartment | | Monday, April 3rd, 2006 | | 2:39 pm |
Friday- dancing to The Sounds concert Saturday- getting Stacy drunk at a party for the first time Sunday- Neil Young movie and art museum with Cory.. Today- something has come up and I better get a job fucking pronto or I'm screwed. Everyone send me good vibes! Current Mood: worriedCurrent Music: Rilo Kiley | | Wednesday, March 29th, 2006 | | 7:15 pm |
| | Monday, March 27th, 2006 | | 5:24 pm |
Today.. I applied to be a Suicide Girl. | | Saturday, March 25th, 2006 | | 3:25 pm |
| | Saturday, March 18th, 2006 | | 11:06 am |
So, I'm bipolar. Gee, that's fun. Morrissey was amazing, but my new meds were KICKING MY ASS. Did my first pin-up photo shoot yesterday! Alex drove three hours to pick me up and take me home.. score. Today..should be good. Oh, and apparently the last guy I madeout with.. had a gf. I was the "other woman" and they broke up over it. I had no fucking clue. | | Wednesday, March 8th, 2006 | | 1:11 am |
No, no. Can't have an entry about being lonely. No, no. | | Sunday, March 5th, 2006 | | 5:21 am |
I like the new Prince video. I'm totally serious. Edit:// to add to this, I dreamt last night that Prince sang me the song.. and then gave me a little peck. WTF is in my head?! | | Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 | | 11:24 pm |
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So my stuff was packed, and my dad went to pick it up from Atlanta and brought it back to me. Luckily, I got my keyboard back. Unluckily, my cousin is a huge bitch who kept my books, picture frames, movies, vases, tv stand, dvd player, and ALL my bathroom stuff. The way she packed my stuff, a lot of it broke. Oh, and I have a migraine. Good thing I believe in karma. Current Mood: discontent | | Monday, February 27th, 2006 | | 10:22 pm |
there he was.. in his wheel chair.. when he asked me who he was talking to because he couldn't see.. i almost fucking broke down. i had no idea it happened. maybe someday he'll be able to drum again.. everyone knows it means a lot to him. god, life is such a bitch. <3 | | Sunday, February 26th, 2006 | | 7:33 pm |
Oh, I see.. no comments unless I make a complete psycho of myself, eh? SASQUATCH LIVVVVVVVVVVVES. Is that better? | | Saturday, February 25th, 2006 | | 2:39 am |
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Well went to the show yesterday.. Bayside was ok.. the opening band was TERRRRIBLE. but Smoking Popes were AMAZING of course! They played my 3 favorite songs! :) very lovely sick today, so i missed the Jucifer show.. blech tomorrow, HorrorPops! hellssss yes. Sunday, learn to parallel park. haha. i'm finally getting nervous about driving illegally, after a cop followed me last night. Monday, spending about 6 hours with new fella Jaimie.. I dig that kid. muschi muschi muschi | | Sunday, February 19th, 2006 | | 1:52 am |
I dislike this icyness around town. It keeps me indoors, because I'm a pussy when it comes to ice and driving. As a result, yesterday Diego came over (this was my seventh grade boyfriend ahaha). It was so fun! We talked for such a long time, and luckily his English is much much better. We were together for 20 hours straight. We just stayed up talking til 6am then just fell asleep for a few hours. Woke up, watched ridiculous UPN movies. I'm missing out on the Olympics mostly, and Stacys viewing party I'm sure.. "I made a USA hat out of a Moutain Dew box and construction paper. You should see it, it's high fashion." -Stacy Oh, you platonic love of my life! I'm pretty sure I can replace cigarettes with Starbucks fraps. I'm off to do some yoga.. Tomorrow, I need to get some art pieces finished, write a bit, and probably go volunteer somewhere if I can. Don't want to be unproductive. I'd have a job by now, if I didn't have to wait for my damn piercing to finish healing, erg. OH OH! I almost forgot.. Jonathon is finally coming home from Atlanta! YAY! Yeah, look out for him in a chimney near you! I'm pretty sure we must break out in Mary Poppins songs when I visit him at work.. anywho nobody else knows he's coming back into town. Just laying low, and staying with me for a few days. Finally, I have my cuddle partner back! Current Mood: soreCurrent Music: the Elected | | Thursday, February 16th, 2006 | | 7:45 pm |
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Eh, forget it. EDITED. I wrote about a 15 paragraph entry.. but forget it, it really doesn't matter anymore. Current Mood: discontentCurrent Music: stellastarr | | 12:11 am |
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maaaaaaaan. I want to get a job, but I basically have to wait until my lip finishes healing, which won't be for exactly one more month. Practically everyone was busy or sick today.. James came over though, so we took a nap. That was the highlight of the day, a nap with James. My life is thrilling. AH, IT REALLY SUCKS. I can't even say what on here. BUT IT DOES. And it hurts, blech. *goes to watch porn* Current Mood: discontentCurrent Music: mates of state | | Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 | | 5:05 pm |
I think I want those things in life so badly, that whenever I find someone that also wants them.. I start to jump at the chance to have them. So here is the question, are doubts natural? Or are doubts a warning sign? I feel like I have to stop this, before it goes too far. But I can't let this person think that their curse is real. Hah, I know this sounds odd to anyone reading this. Oh, well! Tonight I'm seeing Cass and having some drinks, atleast that will occupy me, in the best way possible! Not to self- don't go for people just because I think they NEED me. What about what I NEED? I don't need anyone. I AM ok. I won't forget you, Coco. Current Mood: worriedCurrent Music: Stellastarr |
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